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A year ago today I walked into a new office with exctiment and apprehension. Ive now being in this job a full year. I have ALMOST forgoten the mental scars that I got from the other place I worked at for three months between Connect and this one. and I assure you, they ARE mental scars.
Whilst at that job I was trying to change little things in my life. Nothing major just ltittle things. I changed soaps. It had a distinct smell. Whenever I smell that smell now I cringe in fear and terror. I have associated that smell with mental abuse.. Or at least a fucked up company. I would call that a scar.
I still sometimes refer back to Connect. every now and then I need to do soemthign that I last did at Connect, and I may pull out those notes.
I went on a fact finding mission to our Canberra head office on Monday this week and I saw their Cabeling cabinets. and I stopped myself saying "Hey we have the same layout of these at Connect" I caught myself and just said "kewel. I've worked with this sort of thing before"
Whilst at that job I was trying to change little things in my life. Nothing major just ltittle things. I changed soaps. It had a distinct smell. Whenever I smell that smell now I cringe in fear and terror. I have associated that smell with mental abuse.. Or at least a fucked up company. I would call that a scar.
I still sometimes refer back to Connect. every now and then I need to do soemthign that I last did at Connect, and I may pull out those notes.
I went on a fact finding mission to our Canberra head office on Monday this week and I saw their Cabeling cabinets. and I stopped myself saying "Hey we have the same layout of these at Connect" I caught myself and just said "kewel. I've worked with this sort of thing before"
